It's been awhile since I last blogged… I've been busy.
I'm blooging tonight because I'm getting bored with being alone. I need to understand why I am how I am. I am socially deficient… and hardly capable of creating a conversation. (not that I can't keep up with whatever conversation I'm in)
I haven't had a relationship since High School, and even then I never got anywhere because I lack the social skills it seems to take to be what women want. There have been flings here and there, but nothing I would ever consider being a possibility of long-term.
I'm not outgoing, I'm blunt and to the point about most things… I don't get out much, not that I could afford it anyway.
I don't know why I bother to complain about it, it just makes me look like a whiner. I guess I should just accept what I have and live out the rest of my life as a hermit… if I can ever afford to go live in the woods somewhere.